Just as things go well…
Went to my scan today. Everything is looking great, the baby’s got quite a bit bigger in the past 2 weeks. My diabetes specialist is happy with my sugar levels even saying that my insulin amounts might even need to be decreased soon.
The registar that I saw for the obstrectic clinic was a little bit more vague, like what’s going to be happening (i.e are they or aren’t they going to be inducing me at 38 weeks?) but still was ok with my blood pressure etc today.
I wish I could say everything went as easily today but unfortunately not. I rang my LMC (Lead Maternity Carer) again today to find out why she hadn’t called me yet, and I wanted to find out when I have an appointment next etc and who’s in charge of my treatment now, her or the hospital team. I find out that she’s on leave till further notice. Leave until further notice? does that mean she’s sick? does that mean that she’s made some horrible mistake with someone’s baby? It’s got my mind spinning I know I shouldn’t think too much into it but I can’t help it!
Which of course now has me stressed out to no end! What happens if I go into labour at 3am tomorrow morning? Who do I contact? Not the hospital, cause they want you to call your LMC first! What do I do? I have no LMC, no one that if something doesn’t feel quite right that I can call.
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